MANDALA was intended as a snapshot of my life; a benchmark to show me where I've been and where I might be headed. MANDALA has many meanings, for me. Perhaps listeners will determine the true meaning for themselves. MANDALA is new territory for listeners who are familiar with my acoustic solo performances. Elements of my older incarnations are still present, except they are magnified by a more group-oriented approach.

Some songs are much heavier than they were when they were first written. I've always considered myself a songwriter first, and this album has allowed me to push the envelop of that title. At first, I was not interested in conforming to "radio readiness," or a "pop sensibility," but I can't deny that there are elements of commercialism present. To my older fans, all I can say is give it a chance - you might like it. Newer fans that are only familiar with my web presence, or with my more recent musical experiments definitely have something to chew on.

MANDALA, the album, is a chronicle of who I am, was, and hope to be. It is a document, both for myself to reflect upon (and/or forget) and for others to read with an interpretive eye towards a journey that many people may take. I'd like people to know that I am proud of MANDALA, the recognition that it brought, and the milestone that it represents. However, when it was being finished, I was already working on material for my next project, and had already left behind many of the attitudes that wer epresent when the songs for MANDALA were written.

It is difficult to keep the recording process in line with one's musical values, in realtime. Originally, the concept of the Mandala (for me) acutely represented the need for me to put some things behind me. My musical path was changing, along with my own values of right and wrong, and my ideas of success.Long hours of tedious work go into a Tibetan sand mandala. The same goes for a recording. The mandala's subsequent destruction and dissolution into a body of water were analogous to the cleansing process of working on (and finishing) my own mandala. The CD artwork was also an outward expression of Buddhism, something that has guided me on many journeys. From rather naive beginnings, little did I know that MANDALA the CD would overturn new meanings for my life and my spiritual practice.Below are some areas of interest for those wishing to learn more about the nitty gritty process of working on an album like this...

Books - I have always been an avid reader. Books are a significant part of my life. Each book I read becomes a part of my world view, and some books stay with me daily. Several books contributed inspiration for MANDALA. Their influence may or may not be obvious:

Bhagavad-Gita... As It Is
A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada.Baksheesh and Brahman Indian Journal 1954-1955
Joseph CampbellTibet, My Story
Jetsun Pema (Sister of H.H. Dalai Lama)Mandala: Architechture of Enlightenment
Denise Patry Leidy & Robert A.F. ThurmanMandala - Sacred Circle of Tibetan Buddhism
12 Habits of Highly Effective People To recover from the album, I read the following:

The Artist's WayThe Art of Happiness (H.H. The Dalai Lama)

Ethics for the New Millenium (H.H. The Dalai Lama)

Musical Inspirations
During the years that led up to MANDALA, my ears were opened to a palet of sound that was much broader and brighter than it used to be. From the throat singers of Tuva, to the East Indian fusion of Jai Uttal, to the blues of Muddy Waters, there was a different sensibility to the range of artists I was exposed to. And I think even Ian Anderson would agree that a lot has happened since Jethro Tull hit the scene. For examples of the broad listening habits I developed, see my music listening log.

Spiritual Inspiration
At it's base level, the Mandala represents a meditational guide or tool used by Buddhists to transcend the physical world into other worlds. It is a two or three dimensional representation of an environment in which a transformative process takes place (the recording studio perhaps?!.) In some schools of Buddhism, it is directly connected with tantric practice; a practice whose friend-destroying path I've crossed in the recent past, shortly before this album went into production. And, in a personal sense, as I discovered the importance of the mandala concept, I felt it would be a fitting tribute to the friend I lost and the circumstances that surrounded it, because I still plan to send her a copy of the finished product to place in her collection.I can attest to the very real power of the Mandala. I am not qualified to claim to have experienced the quasi-supernatural visions that occur in a genuine Buddhist practitioner, but in my own way I have seen something powerful happen to me.

"In Buddhist usage, a mandala is a matrix or model of a perfected universe, the nurturing environment of the perfected self in ecstatic interconnection with perfected others. It is a blueprint for buddhahood conceived as attainment not only of an individual's ultimate liberation and supreme bliss, but also as the attainment of such release and bliss by an individual fully integrated with his or her environment and field of associates."

"A mandala is compassion, it is form, it is infinite wisdom expressing infinite love extended to those caught in the finite-infinite dichotomy to whom it opens a door of liberation, a gateway to freedom, a portal to the infinite."

"... mandala is the term for a chapter, a collection of mantras or verse hymns chanted in Vedic ceremonies, perhaps coming from the sense of round, as in a round of songs."

"A mandala is also any circle, such as a disc of the sun or moon, and, by extension, any environment or surround, the sphere of influence of a kingdom, the circle of acquaintances of a person, and so forth."

Robert A.F. Thurman Mandala: The Architecture of Enlightenment (essay) (© Robert A.F. Thurman) Reprinted with permission.

Inspirational People

My Father
Buddha
H.H. The Dalai Lama
The Musicians
Singer-Songwriters
Various ex-girlfriends

Inspirational Places

Philadelphia, PA
Hazleton, PA
Harrisburg, PA
Hickory Run State Park
Las Vegas (and all points in between there and Harrisburg)